This whole share your life online for everyone to see really is hard for me to do. But, I'm currently on my 4th attempt to quit my crazy medications and try to heal what little I have left of my brain cells. Honestly, I'm not quite sure what this medication has done to me. I'm in denial and refuse to watch or read about what has been happening to my brain. Dr. Oz. (who is my favorite) even did an episode on antidepressants. My mom called, be sure to watch was the message she left for me. I dvr'd it but later erased it. I couldn't watch and I'm too embarrassed to even admit this to her or to my husband and family. Denial
Now that we know big brother is indeed watching our every keystroke (is being paranoid part of anti depressant withdrawal?) I really don't want to blog about my journey. However, it seems of importance to me to keep some sort of journal. To let everyone who wants to read this a sense of what these awful drugs have done to me. My goal with this blog, to let everyone know what they are getting into. What my Dr. and the pharmacial giants have done to me. It's not pretty.
So, as I blog it's important to note this is my 4th attempt to wean off my meds. Lets get started.
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